Monday, August 04, 2008

Need a Day or Two

Can you believe since I started the weekly challenge I missed a Sunday?

Plus, I still need to share
  • The Duck Tour and Bite of Seattle
  • Dinner with "boss man" and his family
  • Girl's Night Out
  • Sushi with Fiwa

I am behind. I will continue to be so for a day, maybe more, but not more than a few.

Why?

I'm going to be busy, which is nothing new. I know you are too.

What has changed is right now I am suffering a little bit from a .

The man and I officially ended our relationship tonight. I can make all the jokes I want to about the situation and act as if I am not hurt but doing so wouldn't be truthful.

A tiny piece of my heart is broken.

We'll remain friends. It is how we started and there is no reason for us not to continue to be.

But I let him in. To the guarded part of my emotional being just enough so this stings a little bit.

No one is to blame. It just wasn't happening. It wasn't meant to be, at least not right now. Maybe it never will be for us. Maybe in the future it will.

Life and love require risk and being open to the possibility. I am glad I did so but with that risk and possibility of joy also comes the chance of pain.

So y'all give me a few days and I'll be back in the saddle again so to speak a'right?

Peace and Love Peeps.

12 comments:

simonsays said...

I am visiting from Fiwa's page...and I know exactly what you mean and I feel for you. It is risky to let someone in...and it can smack you down. But it sounds to me like you have your head on straight and you will be okay. Hang in. Awesome page, I'll be back. :)

Cheryl said...

I'm so sorry. Thank goodness for all the good friends you have to fill that empty place in your heart. It's been a very long time since I've had that broken hearted feeling. It's easier that way.

I'll look forward to catching up with you.

Ace C said...

What have you been told about you thinking about yourself. I thought you got the message about making your job more important than ours. Well I don't actually work, so I'm speaking for everyone else. Damn you lady and the cats you "Meow" with.

fiwa said...

You put on a brave face girlfriend, I didn't realize it bothered you so much. I feel bad - I should have listened better.

Take your time away and don't worry about it - and you know my number if you need a shoulder or an ear.

all my lovins,
fiwa

Brad said...

Take your time sweets. Hopefully you got one or two 'take aways' from the relationship that you can put in your tool kit. Be well friend!

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kimmyk said...

awww hugs girlie.

i'm sorr you're sad. take all the time you need....i'll/we'll be here.

hugs.

Ace C said...

Get some Goose and Lemonade and drink the sorrows away.

wendy said...

=( I actually did notice the missing challenge, and I'm sorry about you being down and out.

Jennifer said...

Ugh, I'm sorry you are down. I HATE to hear that someone has a broken heart. IT SUCKS!

anna said...

Love you girlfriend. Big hugs from Alabama.

Live.Love.Eat said...

So sorry to hear. Heartache was always a killer for me. I liked what one commenter said, that hopefully you took away something from it. It already sounds like you still have a friendship so that's always nice.....